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about
welcome to my song
lyrics
all my fantasies of cruel revenge
just put it all back in my mind again
so I'll carry that anchor, I'll carry the chain
'cause if you loved for nothing, then I loved in vain
now I'm out in orbit and you're on the earth
firing a loaded rifle at the punisher
I was no good at driving, I was a passenger
I was a fool to struggle and now I'm a stranger
I hold hope right up like a knife
and I threaten myself, I threaten my life
and I stare at your number all day but I still don't call
I take politeness as confession of love
when I forget forgiveness and all that it does
and I'm wrapped in a fantasy of you but I still don't call
over my shoulder it looks easy
when I know it's not just me there
and I find a way to blame myself for everything
I wanna know if there's a reason
but I know I'm not still breathing
and I should say you were all I wanted, it was everything
but I still don't call
I still don't call
credits
released June 9, 2022
written, performed, and produced by Alexandrian
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